Jaida….

I’m not sure where to start but I first want you to know I LOVE YOU & I’ve never stopped hoping we would see eachother again. I think of you every single day.

I created these pages to give you an opportunity to see who your family is and who I am & also if you were ever to google yourself once you become of age, hopefully you will find this.

This was us…

You were my everything….

I have no idea if you know that I fought 3 separate court battles with all I had just to be able to have a chance to know you and be your dad. I lost all 3 attempts. My greatest fear is that with all the time that has passed you wont be interested in knowing me. There is so much I want to tell you but I would completely understand If having contact with me is not what you want.

If/when you read this…

… I can only imagine that seeing this page is going to bring up of alot of confusing emotions and possibly turmoil within you. I know it did when I was able to finally talk to & hang out with my real dad. I do not at all wish to create any harm in your life. I would love more than anything to know you, but I do realize that that feeling may not be mutual, I get it… I really do. There is just so much you need to know. If you ever feel ready to contact me PLEASE DO. I have been imagining this & looking forward to that moment since I last kissed you goodbye. Below are pics of your brothers and sister who have known about you their entire lives. I also added a pic of your extended family from Thanksgiving 2017… plus at the very bottom is all my contact info ❤️

Your Siblings

  • Jersey

    Jersey is your little sister, she is 10 years old and in 5th grade. We talk alot about you and how you two definitely look like sisters. Jersey loves reading and anatomy and wants to be a Doctor.

  • Linus

    Linus is your little brother. He is 8 years old & in 3rd grade. Linus loves architecture and wants to be an engineer. He thinks you look like a super cool big sister & hopes to meet you one day.

  • Odin

    Odin is your little brother. He is 5 years old and will be attending kindergarten next year. He loves art and music and dancing. He is hopeful to meet his “big big sister” someday.

 

Your whole extended fam from left to right:

Your Auntie Elise (my sister), Grandma Val (my mom), Sister Jersey, Auntie Danae (my sister), Uncle Carlos (Elise’s husband), Brother Odin, Stacia (my wife) Nana Pam (Grandpa Chris’s wife), Me, Grandpa Chris (my Dad) brother Linus & Your Great Grandpa Rufino (Grandpa Chris’s Dad). Most all of the adults in this picture knew you as a baby and helped me fight to be in your life several times. They all care about you and would love to meet you someday.